Well, last night was quite interesting.  I finally got Tracy in a good mood and we were drinking, using the webcam, and having fun.  Tracy asked me to ask Robbie if he would hook us up and I did, he said he couldn't do that because he was out at the time.  He was getting off work at two in the morning because he had to go back to his hometown for his fathers surgery and he wanted to see me before he left for a couple minutes.  I said that was ok because Tracy was doin fine and was talking to someone on line and I was feeling kind of out of place anyways.  Well, I get of the phone and this time she says Your gonna leave me know that I'm finally having a good time?  Well, shit.  If it isn't her in a time of need it's her having a good time and I can't leave her at neither points according to her.  Well, that pissed me off and she was pissed.  We got into it and she was all up in my face and I was just pushing her to hit me so I could go off.  Well, she didn't hit me but instead she threw the pepper shaker at my chest.  I couldn't believe it.  It was so immature.  I just laughed and thought I can't hit her.  That will make me just as low as her and I am going to be the bigger one here.  We calmed down and decided that she can not help but get pissy when I go see Robbie, (she hates him because he ignored her one day because he didn't want to piss her off, and she is used to being center of attention, it's just really dumb) and I am going to be hurt everytime she gets upset at me, because I hate feeling like a failure or something to her.  I will try my best to ignore her and just let it go because it is easier then trying to talk to her about it.  Besides after I get away and with Robbie he makes me forget all about her and my problems anyways.  It was just a shitload of drama that I really didn't need.  So, I saw Robbie for a little bit last night and came in and we just let it go and drank a little more and talked on the phone.   Today we went shopping and got the girls registered for school.  It will be so great when they are gone during the day.  We can finally start to tan, get our hair and nails done, and just be girls LOL.  We also got the power of attorney for my mom so Tracy's son Josh can go to school with mom and dad.  Then we watched Shanghi Knight, that was a pretty funny movie.  I love Jackie Chan movies.  We also bought and watched Final Destination 2.  That movie gives me the creeps.  I always believe in my premonitions and signs and stuff.  I loved it.  It was very gory though.  All the death scenes were just uncanny and really really bloody.  Now I am just messin around in this journal and will probably go back to getting my other website up and running.  It actually has pictures of me and everything.  It is still kind of corny though LOL, but then again I already stated in my bio here I hate talking about myself, so that is why I think the other website is corny.